Miriam :-)

My exchange student is finally here!
We've had so much fun, and perhaps when I have more time I will write more.
She is wonderful.



:)

Hopelessly,
Stevie

Dear World,

I am so exhausted. Body, mind, and soul.
PJ had a seizure last night, and went to the hospital. Just thinking about how sick he was makes me want to cry over and over again. So please, keep him in your prayers.
People are getting ridiculous at work, and have no respect for one another. It puts me in a bad mood everytime that I work. I'm looking forward to not working for several weeks coming up soon. I need a break, bad.
I'm stressed about learning all of my lines for the play, and I hate how I miss so much rehearsal time.

I just want to sit in a hole and cry.

Hopelessly,
Stevie

Oh Please, Fairy Godmother?!

Everyday I find moments in time where I am inspired to write lyrics down.
I need a handy-dandy notebook.
And maybe one day, a beautiful song will appear.

I'm sorry that this is dull.
I'm too tired to write much more.

Hopelessly,
Stevie

And We'll Dance About And Noone Will Care

If there's one thing I hate in this world, it would have to be vomitting. Sorry for that image, but that's all that I've been doing the past couple of days. I'm finally starting to feel a little bit better. I'm able to drink Sprite and Ginger Ale, and I ate some Saltine crackers and a banana earlier.

So, here's a little countdown for you.
-8 days until my exchange student, Miriam, gets here.
-10 days until PJ's brain surgery.
-14 days until the Junior Astronomers/Sweet Vans show.
-14 days until Spring Break.
-17 days until a massive road trip with Lena, Rebekah, Miriam, and Katherine.
-22 days until Carowinds with the Germans.
-23 days until PJ's birthday.
-29 days until the Germans leave. ):
-36 days until Lugoff-Elgin prom with Mitch.
-48 days until the opening show of Much Ado About Nothing
-84 days until we leave for Germany!

That should be enough of a countdown for now, :)
Sometime in there, mom and I are going to drive to Missouri to pick up PJ and bring him home and take care of him. And also, school is ending soon. :-) I'm so ready for summer.

Tomorrow, if I feel strong enough to get up and move about, I'm going to be cleaning out my room, as well as the living room and my bathroom, trying to get ready for when Miriam gets here. I'm not too excited about the cleaning part, but I have good motivation. :)

Some bands that are so worth listening to, if you haven't already. Check them out! Buy their cds, and go to their shows :) They're the best, pinky promise ;)

http://www.myspace.com/harvard
http://www.myspace.com/juniorastronomers
http://www.myspace.com/sweetvanssc

Hopelessly,
Stevie

I Left My Head And My Heart On The Dancefloor

I apologize, but I already know that this post will be a short one.

Daily complaints:
I am exhausted. Work drains me.
I miss my boyfriend, and haven't talked to him all day because his phone is dead.
My back hurts.
I'm hungry but this snackwrap is just gross.
I'm stressing about living in the living room for three weeks.

On another note, school is getting easier for me. Last semester was just awful, to say the least. Calculus was killing me. Ever since I can remember math has been my strongest subject, but for some reason I was just not doing well. Do I blame it on the teacher? Somewhat. His teaching style is so different. Or maybe it was just the material. Or maybe it was just me, and a lack of caring. I honestly remember waking up in the morning last semester saying "Oh, today should be fun. Minus Calculus class." Isn't that awful? But anyways, this semester is way better. Calculus is easier. I loveeee chemistry. It's wonderful. Drama 3 is great too. And English 5? Yeah, also wonderful. Landrum makes my day.

And if you haven't heard of Pomplamoose, I'm about to blow your mind. <3



Hopelessly,
Stevie

822.24 Miles Away From Me

As you may or may not know, my boyfriend PJ is currently in St. Louis, Missouri waiting to have his brain surgery done. Yes, brain surgery. PJ has Oligodendroglioma Stage 2; a malignant tumor. Is it hard for us right now? Actually, not really. I mean, yes, I miss him with every ounce of my being and I'm sure he feels the same, but we both know that this surgery is absolutely necessary. March 29th is the date for when the procedure will be done. I will be a complete nervous wreck the entire day.

PJ has taught me so many things, but I don't think he realizes it. The most important thing that I've learned from him is that you have to live every single day like it's your very last one. I cherish every moment that I get to spend with him, get to talk to him. And I cannot wait to see him again. But that time will quickly be here.



On a more positive note, my exchange student Miriam will be here in 12 days! :) I'm so excited to have her staying here with me. Even though she'll only be here for three weeks, I know that we're going to have a blast together. She's already like a sister to me :) I'll be sure to put up pictures when she's here.

Oh hey, watch this video.


Hopelessly,
Stevie

So Much For Rebelling Conformity

I've finally made a blog for myself, and I apologize for not doing so sooner. My antics for non-conforming have finally failed. So anyways, I plan on updating this frequently. It should get interesting. In the meantime, please be patient with me as I figure it out. Also, if you haven't already, lurk me on these sites:

Facebook: Stevie Laughead
http://formspring.me/stevielaughead
http://www.myspace.com/hopelessly_stevie

And feel free to give my band a listen.
http://www.myspace.com/compromisethedownpour
http://youtube.com/compthedownpour


Hopelessly,
Stevie