Definitely Not A Dream, And I'm Really Here

My goodness, it's been almost a month since I've been on here.
And my, how times have changed.



So that I will never forget:

March 14: "You make me so happy everytime you come out and tell me what you're feeling inside because it would suck to not be as important to you as you are to me, and those texts let me know that i am. Today is our one month and I'm so stoked about it. There's noone else i'd rather be with today than you, but we've come across a road block and we have to deal with it. But i promise you we have a whole future together, and this time apart is going to be nothing compared to the time we spend together. Just wait. :)"

March 20: "Well I know you love me a lot so damn girl, how much do you love me?"
"I love you too babe. More than you know." 'Oh yeah, how much?' "How far does the universe go?"

March 29: "I love you so much babe. You have no idea."
"I still have like a few minutes before I get knocked out. But I promised you I would at least text you. You are amazing."
"I know you do babe. I love you too."
"Any minute now. Literally it should be like now."
"I'm so happy babe."

March 30: "I'm good baby girl!"

April 4: "I love you too baby girl! You are so awesome. I really miss you. A ton. You have no idea how much I've been thinking about you."

April 7: "I love you too babe. So much."
"Oh. I don't see how that's possible. I'm going to be cancer free soon, this is a good thing to me."

April 10: "I love you too babe."
"Goodnight babe. I love you a ton."

April 14: "Good morning babe. I just wanted to tell you that I loved you and that I hope you have a great day."
"Happy two months for sure. I love you so much babe :)"

April 15: "Babe. You're too awesome."
"Because you're just amazing. Seriously. No other girl would wait for me to finish everything with this cancer nonsense. Especially this early in a relationship. We've actually been apart longer than we've been together. That's nuts."

April 25: "I'll see you soon though babe, so don't worry about it."
"I pinky promise. Sooner than you think."
"Yeah. I have that affect on people :) I love you too babe. You just don't know."
"Na. Definitely not a dream and I'm really here."



They're all but memories, now.


Hopelessly,
Stevie